I realized recently that when I think of something comforting or intelligent (hopefully) to say to people on here, I am imagining somebody else actually saying it half the time ... someone much cooler and more acceptable somehow than myself. I never noticed I do that until the last few weeks. It's never the same person, always some random person or even fictional character who seems so much more than myself. I can't seem to imagine Me being who I really want to be, if that makes any sense.