Aw, so that's what I should've taken tonight instead of the 3 Ativan I just downed.......I could've taken one of my old Zyprexa tablets and probably been asleep by now. (The reason I'm getting stoned on Vitamin A tonight is better explained in my post about being trashed on the Internet by my only sister.) I know I shouldn't and I almost never do it because of my ETOH history, but I need to feel something besides hurt and anger and I need to sleep.