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Old Sep 30, 2013, 06:25 AM
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Originally Posted by psychmajortwenty2 View Post
I've been smoking pot regularly for around 2ish years. I actually had no idea it was a regular thing until my roommate pointed it out.

I don't think I'm addicted. But I don't know. Maybe I'm in denial.

I've recently ran out of weed and there's no available dealers it seems in the area that I live in. I've switched to tobacco to smoke something, anything! from my bong and get that rush... but I don't really like it. Tobacco gives me a really sick feeling afterwards. I love the rush, but I think the sick feeling outweighs it.

So.. I'm just wondering. What are people's thoughts on this?

I don't know if I want to quit or not. I don't have any supply.. so I guess I'm kind of forced to.. but .. I guess I could find someone to deal to me if I really wanted.


I'm just kinda confused about all of this.
I used to inject water...

..smoking tobacco is pointless.

I wanted to be off my face...

you want to be stoned.

is it addictive?...can it be addictive?

two questions that blend together...

the answer is...."yes"

of course it will and is.... especially if I am seeking other means as potential substitutes despite in-effectiveness...

but it's not your fault!

you are not the first to select alternative realities as opposed to this one

the best way to manage this thing inside you?

...is to accept it...not be in denial about it.

...I like being off my face,....

now I have something in common with myself...

maybe I can fix it so it don't hurt so bad