...after send T drunk email (or four).

Do you think she'll even read them all? There are parts in the emails that make absolutely no sense (" I wish I could give you the tomato ") and parts that I didn't state clearly ("I miss you, etc.") that could be misinterpreted.

I am emotionally numb to it all. But...its too late to just cancel my session and I know it will likely be addressed. Should I expect to be yelled at? Have my "email privaleges" revoked? I just don't know what the heck i'm doing anymore or why i'm in therapy. I'm clearly wasting her time here.

Anyways, have you contacted T drunk before? What are the most likely repercussions?