My t is leaving in less than a month. I always knew she was gonna leave at the end of the year, but I never thought it would come this fast. I love her. I love her. And I just wish that I could have gotten to know her outside of therapy. I know everybody says that's its transference, but I don't care. She was my first t and she's a rockstar. I only saw her for 6/7 months, but I'm having a very hard time letting go. Ever since I've realized how little time we have left together I've shut down. I know this frustrates her, but I just don't want it hurt. I pretend like everything is fine, but she sees right through me. I cry almost every night. She's done sooo much for me. How can someone so special to me, just leave? How am I supposed to go on like nothing ever happened? I don't ever want to do therapy again, b/c if I can't have her, I don't want anyone.