Well, it didn't last long......I'm really having a bad day today, and thankfully I got away from all sharp objects because I really think I messed up this time. My girl friend called me Friday night around midnight to tell me she had been transferred to another hospital (which I already knew) She left me a voice message saying I could call her or visit her if I wanted to. I called her sister the next morning and after we talked about we both decided that we shouldn't call her right now or visit. Her sister had received a message also saying ...... please come and get me out of her, I want to leave. We thought it would be best to let her get settled in and let the new doctor see her and then the new doctor was going to call the sister on Monday to see what he had to say.

Well, today is Monday and they said at the hospital that she is NOT speaking to them and she is writing down things again. And now I wonder if I had not waited so long to call her back, if I had just called her back the next day........omg this really sucks. And I feel like crap right now and feel like I screwed up AGAIN!