thank you, i appreciate that. i just feel like there isn't anyone i can talk to. i love my boyfriend or whatever we are so much but i'm not entirely sure he gets where i'm coming from. and unfortunately, since we got together 6 months ago he's seen me at some of my lowest points. and i haven't always been at my best. talking to my family is out because they are part of the problem and the friends i had have basically left me behind because i've been in such s bad place mentally. i really don't know where to go any more.