Hi, Cailin. Welcome to Pc. I agree with you I don't think they will ever be able to fix me, however, I choose medication because without them I'm not safe. I'm barely safe with them. I only look for periods of relief and I'll try anything to get it.

I hope you find the support here at PC that you need. I admire you for being able to endure without meds. Sure hope you can find some peace soon.