So there is this girl on campus I have been eyeing since last year, and she is by far the prettiest girl I have ever seen here. I want to meet her so badly, but really have no way to get to know her. I know none of her friends, or have any classes or anything with her. I've only seen her from afar. As much as I want to say we are meant for each other, I have no idea. I just think she is really pretty, and seems really cool. So I suppose as of right now it's just lust. I tried so hard to meet her last year, but it just never happened. There was never an opportunity. I felt really lousy and depressed when the year ended, having never met her, and going home for the summer feeling regretful about it. Well, now it's a new year, and I have seen her around campus. I REALLY want to meet her, and ask her on a date. Maybe it's the lust talking, but I would definitely want to be in a relationship with her. Like with most girls I find pretty, I am always hesitant to think about starting a relationship with, but with this girl, I know I'd do it in a heartbeat.

My main problem though is how nervous I get. Whenever I see her in passing, I get incredibly nervous and insecure, and instead of going up and saying hi, just look the other way and keep walking. Is this normal? Am I just that much of a wimp? It's always intimidating when she is with her friends, because I would feel like such a creep just approaching her. What would I say? Sure, if there is an opportunity, and something she says or does that I see that I can comment on, you know, something relevant, sure I'll do it. But to just go up and say Hi, I think you're pretty, how are you? I'd feel like too much of a creep. So as for now, I'm just waiting for that perfect opportunity... Up until recently I didn't even know who she was, her name or anything. But then after ACCIDENTALLY stumbling upon her facebook, you know that little newsfeed thing above the chat list, that tells you everything people like, well I just clicked on a photo someone liked, and it was her. So now I've seen her facebook. I don't want to be a creep though. I don't want to constantly visit her facebook, despite how tempting. I don't want this to be like that. Finding it was an accident, and I don't want to be a cyber creeper. I just want an opportunity to meet her in real life!! Although one thing I did find out on her facebook... she's single!