I was brought up in a home where the only time I really recall hearing God's Name was in vain.
However even as a small child I never had any doubt as to there being a higher power whom I call God.
Through out the many yrs of my life there have been times when my faith is all that has gotten me through .
I have never had what I would guess you would call formal training in any relgious demomination, though I have always believed myself to be a spiritual person.
There have been many times that I have felt closer to God then others.
My problem now is that I can not seem to find my way back to God it's as if there is this big void in my life and try as I might I can't find my way home and it's been this way for to long.
I have never been a church goer and never felt I had to be to be close to God, but I have even tried going to a local non-denominatonal church and that isn't helping, it seems that when I pray I just feel as if I'm saying the words.
i have been reading through the site here and am so ggrateful I have found you all.
PLease if anyone has any suggestions, I'm here and I'm listening..
Laverene
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