Thank you Nicole, I an going to try not to have any further contact with him.

Thank you also bodiesneverfound. I'm sorry to hear what happened to you, I hope you're okay. I will try my best not to let this define me, I am going to therapy soon

Thank you for responding copywriter. I'm sorry to hear what happened to you, I just want to be able to see what everybody else sees he did wrong, but I cant. Because like you said, I was vulnerable and he was my hero. Thank you