Honestly, I have no idea what you should do. You definitely need to find an accountabity partner (if you can't get back to an inpatient program) especially since there are no meetings in your area. Other than that I'm not sure what to tell you.
(((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))
I hope you find the help you need.
Good luck
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