Yes my sex drive is crazy high too. My poor partner falls asleep at work because I wont leave him alone at night or on the weekends. He never turns me down and it is exhausting for both of us! The suicidal and self harm thoughts are what bother me the most too. The rest is uncomfortable but I can deal with it.

I saw one of my pdocs today. She was keen to up the AD at that time of the month but since I am not really that regular its hard to know when to do it. I have PRN meds to use but I prefer smoking weed over them. She said that I would definitely not be able to drive myself to get the mirena and its unlikely they would let me take a taxi, so that is out of the question until I can get someone to take me. I'd prefer to go down the herbal route anyway.

I am dreading next time. All I can say to myself is "this will pass". It is so frustrating when I am doing so mentally well in all other aspects of my life, then once a month I go back to a place I thought I had left behind.