we're okay...i think, sort of...we haven't officially talked about what happened, but I emailed him trying my best to explain and apologizing and he's at least talking to me. I don't have a T yet, but i have an appointment later this month, was the earliest they could get me in. I'm feeling a little bit better today...or at least for the moment. Getting some of it out here helped, rather than internalizing it all. I keep getting told to stop taking everything so seriously, I'm trying but it's hard.

I agree with that too Shattered Sanity.