I talked to my son on the phone today. He sometimes has hard time being away from mommy. It was started to bother him again as we talked. He said very nicely that he still didn't feel good--his chest, tummy, and neck. Conversation led into that mommy will die if she chokes on her food. I had been eating at the time, so he was concerned that I could choke. Shortly there after he was crying so much and wouldn't talk. I had to hang up because I was fighting crying from hearing him. I have problems like PTSD about not being with the kids. Hearing him cry because he wants/misses his mommy makes it even harder. Every time we are together he says that he wants to live with mommy, and personally invites me to move back to daddy's house. I just don't know what to tell him anymore. I left a message for my other kid's T on this. Wish it could be more.