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Originally Posted by RaisinGirl
Hi, everyone. I'm just here to vent for a moment. I can feel myself slipping further and further into depression. I take Wellbutrin everyday, but I can sense that it's time to head to the doctor to be reassessed. I'm increasingly impatient with my daughter, I'm hurt badly by minor slights, I'm slacking a bit in school, I'm driving a bit more recklessly, and my work is slipping. Why is it so hard to just accept reality and head to the doctor when I know I need to?! This is not my first rodeo. I know what needs to be done.
I've been through far too much in my 36 years. I'm lonely, but I shy away from companionship. I desperately want to lose weight and regain my life and freedom (I am extremely overweight- more than you could guess), but I continue to binge eat. I feel utterly worthless.
Thanks for listening. It means a lot just to be able to post here and vent, regardless of any responses.
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Honey you can do it!!
It is difficult and by the way i am 32 but my life was not easy and mostly a struggle...
I also had emotional eating problem when i was depressed.
Twice i lost 17 kilos!
You can do it too!
I am lazy and have horrible self control issues so if i could do it, you can, too!
But first you have to find a nice doctor.
Are you on any medication apart from Wellbutrin? Have you ever changed meds?
I was on it and switched since it did not help.
Also, some people say it actually increases the appetite and not the other way around!
You are NOT worthless!
You are raising a child, managing to study and want to get better!
HUGS