My spouse has read and continues to read books on bipolar to help deal with me when Im not myself so he can learn what triggers people with bipolar etc. But the thing is I have been so depressed lately I really don't give a crap about much of anything. I know I love him but I am also not nice at all sometimes and huge fights break out. I am just confused and wondering if the majority of people end up losing their marriage due to the fact of being bipolar? Any thoughts? I know it not fair to be rude or mean to someone just because you have mental issues but I just cant seem to help the outburst Ive been having PS I do see my doc on Friday should I request maybe a med change? Im on 20 pills a day. Maybe something just isn't working like its suppose to. I am just lost.