Thank you so much to all of you!!
I can't begin to even tell you how much each of your post means to me, it helps just knowing I'm not alone in what I'm feeling and going through.
Due to circumstances and living with CP among other illnesses I no longer have any friends and feel so very alone in most of what I'm dealing with.
It seems to be that loving God and being happy should be the easiest things in life to do and maybe for some it is, I'm just not among them.
I try very hard to focus on the good and the blessing in my life, those of which there are many, it's just this emptiness feeling inside that I have that I know is where God belongs I can't seem to fill.
Though I'm so sure that having found all of you here will be of great help.
Thank you all once again.
Laverne