Hi everyone !!! My name is Michelle and I'm married and I have four kids. I have GAD and I've been under a lot of stress A LOT. Last month the doctor told me I had H. Pylori I took all my meds. It was hard too, I hate taking pills, but I started feeling better for alittle while. Now, I'm l having stomach problems bowel problems and headaches and I've been nausea and I can't eat. I'm always worrying of cancer or heart problems. I can't help myself. I've had three doctors tell me I shouldn't worry . I go for more test next week to find out whats wrong this time. My family thinks all my symptoms or due to Stress and Anxiety. And I'm scared there not. All I know is I stay scared and worried all the time. Can any one relate to any of this ? I'm not on any meds. right now. I can't take pills they scare me. I feel the need to be incontrol at all times. Not sure why. How do you stop worrying? Does any one have the question to that ? I lost both parents last years and I wish my mom was still around. I lost my dad last May and my mom Nov. I'm so lost and scared without them. I have one brother but he's not much of a brother, he got issues. My husband is great, he try but, its not the same. I don't have many friends. I sure wish I did. If you think you can help me Please feel free to try. I am a good christian, I believe in god. I pray everynight or I try too. I just don't know what to do anymore. And I bet this letter confuses alot of you. Thats how I feel most of the time CONFUSED.
sincerely,
worried, scared and confused
-Michelle-