Has anyone ever felt very jealous of the other friends your friend may have. Friends they have from another area or who they knew from another time in their lives. I sometimes hate these people and hold extreme anger towards them, especially if I feel they are stealing my friend away from me or taking up more time with them on me. I see them as threats to my friendship and believe they take joy in knowing them longer than me. I wonder do they talk behind my back about me or I worry that they will try to shame me by making up false accusations about me so that my friend will disown me. I know this all sounds crazy to be so worried about that, but I don't know, that's just me I guess.
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