Gish gash....gibbergerbaffit .... $#!@...4:30 am... what can you do at 4:30 am? My cable is broken cause they forced me in to some modern fast easy livin digital black box and it isn't workin... fancy that? no inframercials even.

Sorry you can't sleep either. I am used to it too, but I need to get some... I want to/have to/ need to be productive. I have these plans that I have to follow through on and they are turning to mush. I am pissed...yup I am, I am pissed off that this is this. I try to flow with it and accept that life is what is it, but I dunno now I am just pissed off. Not sure what at, but I have a suspect I think I am holding hostage.

Ugggh I dunno...Agitated Anika should probably go sit in a corner.

Revu, you do have your own strengths. Funny how when we focus on the top worst 10 we suddenly forget about the top 100 or so..you know? Hope you can get to sleep and count your top successes instead. You know you got em, it's def not all lost, not at all. Perspective is all, yes I just had a rant and am talking about perspective... I know.

I know what you mean, one freakin tiny wrinkle in the sheet and the mattress is gonna get it...flailing body parts all around. Hot cold, too noisey, too quiet toooo bedtimey!