...well that's the psycho line-up...!

I feel irritated... and sad...and whatever else I can fit in.... install in my self degradation...

everything sucked into inside of me.. ..I am to blame not for the abundance of swarming crap!

..but for my inability to comprehend it

simply because I am conditioned for peace and comfort...!

...and yet these adversity horrors manifest with such disregard and pre-occupy...

I cannot disregard without getting involved... I am a victim of these diabolical features...

unless?!

..unless?!... I can separate for real....grasp the tiniest bit of myself in my heart and mind....

and even with the worst psycho eyesight I can squint and see far enough into the distance...

all the gloom self combusts and drops down the steep chasm of emptiness where it belongs