is there even such a thing?... right?

must be freaking nuts to consider! and after finding out?...

to re-consider!

must be nuts it is a certainty I am surrounded by seemingly appropriately functioning people...

and suddenly I am the significant feature the bearing by which all mistakes are judged by

I pretend to know everything...

but it is still a mistake

and the entire time my eyes have been closed

my eyes are so open I cannot see...

it is nice to still feel and to touch!...

and to feel...

I am insane I know this for real