Sorry James I am not really sure what you meant. Sorry I got snippy, my bad. I am just not in a good place and .. it's no excuse. I am sorry.

Avlady, I'm sorry. Yeah the wasting of days really gets to me. I think I am bordering on depression. I don't know. I think it's mostly just issues dealing with at the moment. I hope you have more restful nights.

I think sleep is not the real issue and the real issue makes me so unglued that I don't want to think, feel, or deal with it. Not sleeping is just a side effect.