Catsrhelm, thank you. I don't think it's a weakness. And honestly If I had some sleeping pills I just might take one. Mostly I have tons of antipsychotics, but I am not willing to take one for sleep because they make me feel down right awful and I swore I would never take them again. Melatonin makes me alert, it's a bit weird. I think the cough/flu meds make me a overly emotional. It was probably not a good idea to resort to those for me. I know that they mess me up a bit, but was feeling a little desperate.