Thank you. I have never tried this but...I think I might make a list of the things that I really have not forgiven myself for and try----I have made fitful starts on a few things---and, I too made a very bad a decision, a couple of years ago now...it wasn't my first bad decision but it went beyond some boundary I could not see and don't understand...and the fall out was all bad for me...I have accumulated a handful of these things over the years and generally avoid thinking of them in any depth...run run run....hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm