I am trapped in.my own mind.
I haven't done anything productive in over a week- not even counting the convention.
Any time I try, I get sucked into a daydream of sorts - only to crawl out hours later and wonder where all the time went.
I think this may be my mind's way of avoiding stress, but I just feel like a lazy @** and it's only making me more stressed.
I'm running out of time.
There are so many projects I've neglected and they just keep piling up.
I know what I need to do now, but I don't know where to start. And when i try, the aforementioned daydreams start.
I don't expect pity, because this is probably just me being unimaginably lazy. I just kind of want to know how to push back these stupid daydreams that are ruining my life at the moment.
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Bipolar 2 (in remission), anorexia (in remission), and trichotillomania, also have conversion disorder that seems to be rearing its ugly head again.
100mg Lamictal
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