And I'm dreading it....I've been seeing him for a year and a half and he has helped me tremendously, but i think i'm going backwards. I have to admit this to him and I know he will be very concerned. It's hard to admit that I don't take his advice and I wonder how he can stand to sit in the chair across from me week after week!! I am weakening and seeing signs that I really do have DPD (he has not diagnosed it: he doesn't like labels) and I need all the help I can get.

Thanks for listening. Just had to reach out for some hugs today.