At my last session I was telling T that I didn't feel as though I was able to heal, that I was never going to change. T said something like.. "You say this, but yet you come back here week after week and constantly ask for reassurance that I won't discontinue treatment with you."

I think my response was a shrug of the shoulders and said, " I know"..

I mean, doesn't he know why I still coming back? Even if I don't feel like I can heal.. I do feel attached. So, his comment angered me, because it made me feel like I was the lying one and he didn't believe me. But the reason I keep going, is that I am ATTATCHED! So, instead of making me feel like a liar can't he just acknowledge it out loud as I am sure he knows? Is he making me say to his face? ( BTW- I know you can't those questions for me, but I guess I am kinda thinking out loud).

Ugh.. the more I think about the appointment the more annoyed I get!