I'm openly bipolar now, but only because I couldn't hide it. I was very unstable for a long time there, and it was just too obvious. Then this year I lost my high-paying, high-level, high-stress job because of a mixed episode that nearly got me hospitalized, and there was no keeping THAT a secret.....once Corporate got a hold of it, it was only a matter of a few weeks until I was terminated.
Their reason was, they "couldn't" make the reasonable accommodations I required to continue in the position. As it turned out they did me a favor, because I couldn't take the stress anymore and still can't. So I went to work at a place where I'm well-known and well-thought-of, they know I'm BP but are at least willing to work around my limitations.
In the meantime, I talk openly about it because that is the only way we'll ever get rid of the stigma. No one thinks twice about a person who's chronically ill with MS or lupus, why should we have to hide out and be ashamed because our disorder originates in our brains??
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DX: Bipolar 1
Anxiety
Tardive dyskinesia
Mild cognitive impairment
RX: Celexa 20 mg
Gabapentin 1200 mg
Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM
Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN
Lamictal 500 mg
Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression)
Trazodone 150 mg
Zyprexa 7.5 mg
Please come visit me @ http://bpnurse.com
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