I was a total wreck after my son was born. Crying at every single little thing. For me it was a mix of hormones and very little sleep. I probably had some postpartum depression but this was before I sought treatment for bipolar disorder so I don't know how much the mood disorder played into it. I do know that having a baby (or two - you said babies) really messes with your head. Don't be discouraged. If you have a pdoc I would let him or her know your concerns.