haha it's nice to know that you think my post is sweet

and to know that a girl would actually appreciate it makes me feel better. yeah, I am totally ready to approach her. I don't care how different we might be. although I do have some conflicts. I've never had a girlfriend before. Ever. And this is my last year in college. So I am just conflicted. I want to experience love in college, but I don't know if I should wait or not. Should I wait for this particular girl? I just see what happens with someone else? I have sort of blocked out other girls of interest just because I want to meet this particular girl. But what if it never happens? Should I just deny myself the possibility of being with someone else? I sort of gave myself an unofficial deadline, which would be around thanksgiving break, that if we hadn't met by that point, I would just force myself to move on. I am still confused as to what I should do really.