I admit it, I get jealous, I hate getting jealous, it consumes you and eats away and your mind, chipping away, biting at your skin, quite possibly the worst human emotion. Naturally it occurs, but society and the media tells us the hide it away, pretend it does not exist inside us when it does. Don't be jealous, it shows a sign of immaturity they say, your emotional level must still be at the age of 15 or 16. Nobody likes feeling jealous. But it can make your blood boil, I mean why? I always think I've stopped it but it always rises its ugly head over and over. No wonder I suck at relationships when I am this way.