...the leap is a choice unchosen by the safest brains in this life business!

the atmosphere cold and brisk overcome by the psychoshere.... an entirely new dimension and the terminal velocity is reached
instantly I cannot!... I have less than no time to justify myself I fall contaminated with serious mental dysfunction and collapsed on my broken emotional back and terribly curled up falling so fast so out of control to my death....I fail to realise that I am not alone until I open my terrified eyes!

scared potentially meaningless bodies surround me and the agonising sounds of my own desperation are reflected back onto me and an accidental glance in the right and wrong direction I feel like I finally have the company I deserve and it took such imminent agony to force me to be so vulnerable...

and humanity has arrived within me

and I still expect to collide with some utter horrible catastrophe something more solid and
profoundly more final than what I fell with inside of me...



I am mentally ill

there is a safe place for me...

it has to be called life