i don't know useless_me. i SI mostly to stop myself from committing S. like this is something of a catharsis that releases my S thoughts.

imagine a world where SI has been your crutch for so long. and suddenly you stop... all because of that contract. to me it increases the chance of someone self-destructing because one way to help them cope is gone... SI should gradually be decreased? and that the T should focus on them getting to a place where they can cope without cutting? :/

somehow i feel like they're running away from responsibilities. but that's just me...