I am the last person you would ever want advice from, because I don't know what true rage is. I have been beaten down so many times that I don't bother getting up again. but I will tell you what I do "When things get me upset" it is very hard to do, and it is not for everyone but it helps me get through that horrible time.
I create. that's right you heard me correctly, I create. all that negitave energy is still energy, so I use it. I craft, I build, I make things instead of destroying them. after some small time I get into the groove of silent contemplation and guess what? I feel better.
food for thought, might not help but then again it just might.
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why me? what did I do to deserve being treated this way? and for 54 years yet!
The guy who seemed unbreakable BROKE,
the guy who always laughed STOPPED,
the guy who never stopped trying finally GAVE UP,
he dropped the fake smile as a tear rolled down his cheek and he whispered "i cant do this anymore"
then collapsed and gave up the ghost.
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