Well, my boarder/coworker is now concerned about me because she says I'm losing too much weight. Since I'm so upset and trying to deal with this issue, my appetite has been off. Apparently I've been getting thinner and maybe weaker. The people who have been cleaning the dept store haven't worked out, and the lady in charge is trying to find someone to clean the store. According to the b/co, what she really wants is for us to come back!! This will mean 7 days a week again with no days off. Right now, we seem to be moving toward me doing the dept store with the other girl who is there now today and tomorrow, then my b/co doing the store with the other girl on Sat, Sun, and Mon, and after that another lady has agreed to come in at nights and do part and the girl I did the store with doing the rest the next morning. This assumes that the store's manager agrees to this. If I'm told that I'm going to have to start cleaning the dept store again, I will break down and cry like a baby.

I know I should be grateful to have any job, but this situation is wearing me down. I have no appetite, I'm not sleeping well, and when my b/co asked me if I was trying to commit suicide by starving myself, I didn't deny it because I don't know, maybe that's what I'm doing? I'm just not hungry. (Am also having trouble eating because of dentures, which is part of the problem.)