Abuse usually does step up as time goes on. Unfortunately it does not go away or get better on it's own. Please make sure you know your local women/children in distress hotline number so you can be safe IF it does escalate.

This kind of rage seems to be on the increase... but for whatever it's causes... YOU must not take it nor allow your children to see it or experience it. It won't make them hate him, only hate you that YOU didn't protect them like they trust you to.

It will teach them to fear him, and to do things he says over things you say, because they don't fear you.

Take care of yourself and kiddos, okay? There are plenty of ppl here that will help you figure it all out...


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