Bear with me here, this isn't something I've ever really shared. I haven't brought it up to any one or my therapist for fear of judgement but I'd really like to get some input from you guys.
So... Every day for a long time now I'll have urges to hit the people around me. It doesn't matter who they are, close friend, family, or a stranger. I look at people and I get these urges to just reach out and punch them in the face. It's not just that..sometimes I'll think about stabbing them in the eye or something. It's not an urge to hurt them, that thought never crosses my mind but I still have this feeling and these thoughts. They pop up and distract the hell out of me. They don't really cause me THAT much anxiety, a little perhaps, but that's why I don't think it's related to my OCD.
It's just like..I have an impulse control problem in my head..but my body doesn't react to it. I think about doing it instead.
Am I a psycho?
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016 
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