I can't imagine how isolating this must be for you. I don't think anyone announces their fetish expecting a boatload of support and partners who are game, but I have never come across another such as you doc, who's choices are, get ostracized or propositioned by creepy old dudes.

I wish I had a solution for you or even just proper advice, but all I can say I'm sorry this is such a harrowing experience, and I'm willing to listen if you want a non judgmental ear.

I really don't find anything "wrong" with your fetish, people are so narrowminded when it comes to certain topics *shakes head is dismay