HealingNSuffering, that is exactly what happened. I was feeling awful up until last Wednesday, to the point that I was seriously considering quitting my job. I woke up on Monday and my life was GRAND. It was never been in a better mood in my life. I had so energy coursing though my veins. I felt I didn't have any problems at all and everything was great. I felt like that right up until I left the psychiatrist today and realized I hadn't told her everything.

The thing is I'm never going to go back and see her again, so I don't see a point in telling her all of this now. This adds to my sense that I ruined everything.

After a few hours, I'm in a great mood again. I'm not interested in dying