hi my name is jenny and I just joined...I'm turning 20 this year and honestly it feels like I haven't been happy for a really long time. I vaguely remember when I stopped enjoying things two years ago and everything just sort of felt numb for me..
I recently had to stop talking to a friend because we became intimate and I couldn't deal with the emotional attachments I felt for him...we were very close and he was my support for a long time. For a past few weeks I've been feeling very very depressed and when I come home from school I feel very tired and I just lay in my bed and cry. I feel really alone and sometimes I feel like there is no hope. everyday just feels so long and I feel so lost.