Thank you, Sidestepper. I hope that you stumble across one, too.

He actually asked if I wanted to wait until another one was available. But I felt comfortable with him, and that's hard for me to achieve, so I didn't want to chance trying someone else. So, for now at least, I'll be seeing him.

I'm trying to believe it is a good step. Deep down, I think I know it is. But that darn depression... sometimes it can convince you that everything is bleak.