Being out of one of my main meds for a week didn't help. A number of crying spells, feeling hopeless, defective and very alone on a personal level. Mostly blasé. Also angry that people don't just do the right thing. Very aggravating to deal with lying and abusive a**hats, but there's no way I can just roll over and let them get away with it. Mind loops in frustration. Many small things feeling overwhelming. Spells of moderate productivity, but no sense of accomplishment. Sleep? Not so much. 3-4. Wake up, but can't stand the thought of dealing, so can't get up.
Why does it all have to be so unrelenting?