I made a statement when I was drinking that I don't mean!!! I don't usually drink so much that I black out but 2 weeks ago I did... during this time my boyfriend, whom has trust issues with me already told me that we were talking and I said I wanted attention from other men because he doesn't give me enough. I DO NOT FEEL that way!!!! I don't know why I said it and its not what I want but it has caused major hurt and betrayal and more trust issues for him. Why did I say this and how can I convince him its not his I feel??