I'm so sorry everyone has to go through things like this. It's definetly not easy :/

I have OCD myself. But also other things cause extreme anxiety for me. One thing, I'm completely terrified of somebody being in my house and trying to hurt me. I check every place I can in my tiny bedroom before I can even think about falling asleep. Same thing when I take a shower, I have to check every place possible before I shower. Even while I'm in the shower I have to keep poking my head out because I feel like someones going to come in and hurt me. It makes no sense but perfect sense at the same time.

Another bad anxiety I get is when I'm driving with pretty much anybody. I trust myself driving and only one other person in the world, simply because he's the love of my life and he's pretty much me in my eyes. Sometimes I get to the point where if they speed or doing anything wrong at all I'll scream at them and actually start breaking down and crying to the point where I need to calm myself down to breathe.

I don't know why I have either of these bad anxieties, but I'm trying to fight them just like everyone else. Anybody else have either of the same ones as me? Nice to relate every now and then.

And my best wishes go out to everyone who's dealing with things like these. You're not alone