I do have hobbies, but none that I can do at night. I guess I just think that I need to back in treatment for this. I thought that I was ok. but obviously I was wrong. I want to be back in treatment because I dont think that I can handle this on my own. I cant tell my parents because they dont understand at all. I know that my doctor wont put me back in treatment because my weight is ina good spot right now. and because the treatment place said that I wasnt serious enough to be there. so I kinda dont know what to do. I totaly feel like I am alone!