i hate not being abil to fit in. some time i feel like i never will. i try just to be me. it hurts when i cant talk to others about evrey day stuff. im afraid to say any thing. i dont want to say sad stuff to much. its to deperessing. i wish i could be normal. i dont like what adults do. i seem to see life difrent . i dont understan why they do some stuff. it makes me real sad. ill be ok thou. i nead to think of what things i like now utill it passes. today i got to work in art room and draw. it was fun. i hop i can sleep now and go to bed soon. see you later. hope you all are doing well.

benny