Hi there,

New to the forums here, but figured I would stop in to comment. I know exactly how you're feeling. I worked at a hospital where I was surrounded by many people. I had plenty of people to talk to and actually got along with most. I even had one friend who was by my side the entire time I was there.

I noticed one thing about myself and "friends". I never get too close to them and no matter how much I want to, I hide. I have quit my job at the hospital and haven't heard from one single soul since. It hurts and devastates me, but then I sit there and wonder would I actually be willing to pursue a friendship and give it all I have? Right now my marriage is the only thing I can seem to focus on. That is even tough for me at times.

So, in a way, I completely understand where you're coming from and how you feel. I would never wish the hurt and sadness that I feel every day on anyone. Please feel free to PM me if ever wish to talk further or even have a shoulder to cry on.

Many hugs.