I'm here because I'm supposedly going to see a therapist soon
and uh. I guess I'm seeing a therapist more or less not because
I'm unhappy, but because people that really bother me keep
telling me I have to. I get it, you're depressed. I get it, I don't
talk to you so you're depressed and you're going to transfer said
depression onto me because I don't talk to you.

Ever thought that I might just not talk to you because I don't want
to?

I mean, I get narcissism is bad. Right? I mean, I think I'm awesome.
I think I'm awesome no matter what anyone else says. Personally,
I really like that.

What I don't get everyone else that seems to think that I have some
obligation to speak to them, or have some relationship. Or thinks that
its OK to gossip about my back and spread rumors. Uh, it isn't OK?

Honestly, when people stop with the back-stabbing ********, I'm a pretty
nice person. I just don't want to play by your rules OK? If you're
approaching me. I'm going to assume its because you like me for some
reason or another, so why do you keep trying to get me to do what
you do if it isn't working for you? I mean, come on? Get a grip. If you're
not happy, listen to people that are happy. Simple enough??

Ugh, everyone around me seems so depressed they're like dead all the
time and being around them just makes me feel worse.